아 비 가 ; fqah ♥

Day 5 . .

2011-03-04T00:38:00.003+08:00

♥ ♥

2011-02-13T11:13:00.004+08:00

A song for you :)

Happy 3rd Monthsary my love♥

Thank you for everything my love.

always :)

'Saranghae MUHAMMAD HILMAN BIN RAMLI ♥ ♥ '

It has been a while. .

and I just realised how much I love you. .

when I'm with you,

I can't even think,

I'm speechless,

my heart trembles. .

you give me butterflies,

I just don't know what to do

I'm lost

for everything you do

you know. .

you make me happy and now

I'm glad that you're the one that I miss everyday.

the one that I love

Thank you my love, thank you.

boyfriend ♥

2011-02-04T19:20:00.002+08:00

love Hilman Ramli always :)

2011-02-04T18:59:00.003+08:00

2011-01-13T18:42:00.005+08:00

I love you simply because you are you

My love, HILMAN :)

Dear Boyfriend ♥

2011-01-13T13:13:00.004+08:00

HAPPY SECOND MONTHSARY MY LOVE ! !

I love you . . muchie muchiemore, always.

I miss you every day love ;)

I wish you were here with me. .

but I love last night skype-ing with you :)

from deeply inside,

I feel touch for everything you do. .

and shy. . (:

and . . I love you *winks*

for everything you do, I'll support you from behind.

Take good care of yourself, stay healthy and I'll be here if you in need love :)

baby. .

MUHAMMAD HILMAN RAMLI ♥

All the way. .

from fqah-shii who love her someone muchie muchiee :)

and now, missing him.

'baby, you are the only exception' _ paramore

from Kurapak. .

2011-01-07T16:46:00.003+08:00

2011-01-07T15:43:00.004+08:00

A video to share with x3

RESCO 09/10

2011-01-06T21:21:00.007+08:00

It likes yesterday I was being offered to be one of RESCO , for the first time

I miss everything that we shared

like missing pieces of puzzle. .

movie-ing, dancing, eating together, laughing , pretend like we having competition on wrapping the gift, the orientation days, the moments we have nothing to eat, sleepover :)

everything was so sweet. .

Every moments that we spent, dear RESCO 09/10

I treasure everything :')

let's reminiscing the memories. .

RESCO ladies

awww. . . *cries*

Last leadership course :)

Raya to temburong

I miss kamu :/

As the time goes by, without knowing that it comes to the end :)

RESCO 09/10

somehow, life must go on and stay strong !

love RESCO 09/10

'Whose the Best?. . . RESCO 09/10'

-aziz 2010-

All the way around. .

fqah-shii who missing her someone :')

Dear boyfriend,

I miss you love ;)

saranghae love

my mister . . boyfriend :)

2010-12-27T22:56:00.001+08:00

I love you, Muhammad Hilman :D

times :D

2010-12-27T21:19:00.004+08:00

It has been great week . .

2 days in row went to bandar. .

on the 24th and 25th dec.

I was having meeting with someone's family with my mom and sister. .

first time met, arkward! haha

All I can say, abarnya kami ni gila, laughing all the day like we totally had no idea what to say. .

once the conversation started. . exciting. . bnyak keluar cerita then diam, arkward. .

then cerita then diam arkward!

1 hours+ kami d dlam rumah tu cerita, diam, cerita, diam haha

we're meeting my brother's girlfriend's family :)

. . I was grateful for that day, everything went fine, Alhamdulillah :)

really tiring day but fortunetly,

my sister and I became hyper after dinner. .

laughing for no reasons. . Asteee ~ haha

and yeayy! I was skyping with my boyfriend *love*

and yeah, ofcourse I was excited. . we haven't met within a month +

and now. . I'm missing him :/ like very very.

what a great day :))

I'm happy and glad

while on the 25th

I was helping with my brother for his next year wedding haha

the funny thing is that abarnya siapa yg kahwin ani, aku ka, abgku, nda kan adikku atau mamaku haha

like smua kan bagi suggestion haha

but yeah! I was thrilled with the beautiness of the wedding dress and pelamin. .

every store yg kami aga. . mesti sorang2 mcm pengantin pilih baju sendiri2 hahaha

but yeah! we're having so much fun :)

there was this moment. . I was attracted with the celling designs. .

me : lawaa juaaa. . maaa. . aku mau ani ntuk bilik, can?

mama : haha, tnggu tah kau kahwin aa. .

me: *toink* batahhh lagi tuuu haha

sister : ma. . blikan ani jua. . ntuk akuu. .ada roses

me : aduhhh mau jua. .

mama : tnggu kamu kahwin aa. .

owner of the store : awu tnggu kamu kahwin, kahwin aa

me :hahaha. . atu banar! :P *larii. .

and this moments. .

me : woahh lawaaa. . . maaa * calling* white wedding dress, nice!

si adik datang. .ikut meliat and attracted with the purple wedding dress and mama dtg. .

sister : maaa. . bleh sewa baju pengantin ani *purple* ntuk pkai tim abg kahwin, please. .

me : usulnya org confuse ni krg sapa yg kahwin. . haha *aduh* bahh ma, klu diah dpt, iqah mau yg white wedding dress aa pkai tim abg kahwin haha. .

Abg : haha mama pkai yg warna merah aaa. .

me : hahahaa . .*sakit prut*

Abg : bpa pkai songkok ntuk org kahwin laaa. .

me : usulnya bapa yg duduk krg arh pelamin aaa hahaha

and

today, 27th dec.

went to bandar again.. with my mom

to clean up my hostel room . .

and angkat barang. . bnyakk berabis :S

since I will be back within a week :)

and was planning to meet him up. .

but Itsokay dear :))

currently . . _haha

Don't worry love , nanti tani jumpa :)

take care love

Je t'aime love ;)

Hilman Ramli, I love you

all the way. .

fqah-shii. . :))

picture of the day :)

2010-12-27T21:13:00.004+08:00

oovoo-ing with brother :)

what a day *sigh

let say. . I don't wanna talk about my brother. .

well, he misses his girlfriend a lottttt :P

and me too

I miss my boyfriend, my mr. HILMAN

. . . .honestly

2010-12-16T01:11:00.006+08:00

I really really . .miss my boyfriend * what should I do?* :/
. . . A LOT .

and far from here . . get well soon love !

& take good care of yourself :)

. . and have a goodnight sleep :p

I Love you love . . HILMAN RAMLI

kimi o aishiteiru

13th :)

2010-12-14T02:29:00.003+08:00

13th :)

Went to Bandar with Sibling for the first time :P

to take free tickets from DST headquarter * headquake*

and then to the mall for movie-ing.

warrior's way :P

I was not expect the movie was a comedy type haha. .

from the beginning till the end. . you laughed all the way. . not all the time.

But yeah, I do enjoyed :)

I was hoping to watch movie with him someday. . :D , I wish.

for the first time,

we watched at cinema 7 which is new and small than usual one.

The seats are very comfortable but unfortunately,

when some parts of the movie make environment kind of silent and everyone become attentive

It's hard for you to talk even at any time, like everyone can hear you haha. .

and between the seats,the space give difficulty to late comers to pass thro' to their seats

the worst when their seats are at the middle. * the late comers*

people have to lift up their leg to make a way and then yg calinya. .

when drg pass through and badan drg terkana seat yg dpan. . bergagar kerusi dpan tarus hahaha

like free massage whenever there's someone pass-by at the back of your seats haha :D

aku sabar saja haha. . but I was amazed of the new-look cinema :)

first thought apanahh. . private cinema ka ni. . damit jua haha and it can fit up till 60+ people, maybe.

but, I grateful for everything that I've been throu' today.

Alhamdulillah.

was hoping to meet him but It's okay :)

honestly, I miss him :'/

I love you, Mister. . . * winks*

I wish you were here with me :')

till then. .

fqah-shii who will update the blog at any time :p

there were lots of stories to share but. . I'm sleepy :o

and I finally settled up my june 2011 vacation tickets and. . . *speechless*

high possibility, I will go alone. .

few days before 13th

2010-12-13T02:52:00.003+08:00

Within this headache week,

I was quiet busy with my brother, Auzi. :)

online to discuss about June 2011

He will be graduated on the 31st june or 1st july, InsyaAllah.

and hoping that all of us going there,scotland to see him.

mom was once saying this "nda pyah kitani k sana, biar ya blik dngan ya pnya ijazah".

and my brother agreed and now, he's really hope that we can come. .

Mom decided and send me to go there with eldest brother instead.

My flight will be a bit earlier than my brother.

I'm gonna have 10th june flight while my eldest brother will be on 26th., InsyaAllah.

So I will be alone for the first time.

first thing first, I will have double flight

the sequence will be like this . .

Brunei - KL- UK

Unfortunetly, during return ticket from KL to Brunei

I might need to overnight at KL haha, eversince there's no flight on 6th, after 8pm. *sigh*

*overnight d airport saja, jngan tah berlabih kan berhutill haha, flight k brunei, 6+ pagi haha*

I almost forgot, I will be in UK

from 10th june till 6th july. . *atuu nda alang-alang, baik tah tnggal tarus dsana haha*

I was planned to take on 15th june but. . my brother asked me to go earlier

so I can join their trip to Paris :)

Superexcited. . but I'm . . . gonna miss someone

who I planned to put him in my luggage. .love :)

sakit sudah kepala ku. . bikin gue pusing aja hahahaha

every morning on this week, website airasia ku buka haha

My brother expect me to book within this week and. . takut hbis ticket.

I do the 'booking' all by myself for the first time haha. .

mula-mula. . antam saja. .sanang ee

I choose one-way. . click. . click. . eh murah jua! *kelip-kelip mata*

haha mesti la. . nda jua ulang alik tu. . abarnya tinggal saja dsana :D

rupanya. . choose one round trip. .

after few hours on website airasia. . *from morning till night* day by day

Khabarnya website airasia jadi fanpage ni haha. . *sayang ku airasia ani toink!*

I just got what all that mean. . know what to do and everything is undercontrol haha

Alhamdulillah :)

The sad thing is my eldest brother didn't help me even a bit,

I look up the cheapest tickets by myself smpai headache. .

and now. . still got the headache..

So his ticket and mine is all done by me. . :)

and aku nda marah, I still love abangs haha!

I just glad that headache-headache pun ada reward jua haha. .

reward. . pndai mem-booking hahaha

nevermind.

I'll be going to bandar today with my sibling

main objective kan ambil free tickets TRON

and now, they decide to watch movie at cinema. . warrior's way.

maybe mall, or kuilap. .

Tron trailer

* and I doubt ngam ka ni trailernya*

watching the trailer * hmm. . siuk ka?*

first opening on the 16th December 2010.

and now,

I'm glad sakit kepala hilang since it's 13th :D

13th and special *love* hehe

I'm happy and touched for everything he said.

..till then,

fqah-shii who in love and felt touched.

honestly, one song from my mixpod at this blog. .

'like a star'

make me cry :')

I love you, boyfriend. .

I miss you :')

* love. . scroll down :))*

Dear Boyfriend :)

2010-12-13T00:54:00.005+08:00

HAPPY ONE MONTH-SARY LOVE!

I'm touched *speechless* by your text message love :')

How I wish you are here. . always.

I miss you a lot love. . very much. :')

and. . not expecting that you will remember ;)

looks like I'm looking forward every 13th

and the day we will meet.

I LOVE YOU, Boyfriend.

Throughout those weeks where you may busy and get tired,

I will be here and support you love ;)

and be your understand-able girlfriend.

Not to worry if you forget to 'vibrate' my phone dear. :)

All I wish you to take good care of yourself

stay healthy, strong and happy :))

" there's no reason to love you. . you make me fall in love just the way you are :) "

_AfiqahAhadani 2010

from here to you, love. . who far away from me.

*khabarnya si fqah gugur* hahaha

Saranghae, boyfriend ;)

Till then. . .

fqah-shii *speechless*

who keep thinking what to say and missing her someone :)

currently listening to :

Caramel orange - Aing

can I give this song to my 'someone"?

Birthday Celebration :)

2010-12-10T23:01:00.005+08:00

of all 39 pictures. .

OOVOO-ing with abg. Auzi. .

All the way from scotland. . he tried to spend his time. . singing birthday song to our brother :)

right before he went out for Jumaat Prayer .

Thank you Abang :))

poster made by me *mostly* :) and sistaa. .

I almost spent my night with drawing the cartoon at the bottom of the poster :P

Birthday cake :P

He was sleeping at the time we went to his bedroom with cake :)

Alhamdulillah, I felt bless and Happy :)

My sister just won 2 TRON movie tickets for this 16th, few hours ago

. . congratulation girl :)

me, no free tickets, nevermind. . haha

and yeaa. . the cake was awesome. . delicious choco chocolate cake ;)

..till then

fqah-shiii who missing someone. . *winks*

"Even though life could be so hard, I will always smile and see it as a good thing."

few words for you boyfriend,

Mahal kita love

Happy Birthday Brother

2010-12-10T01:00:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 25TH BIRTHDAY

Mohd. Amni. .

*ohh my baby. . sorry abang hehe. . * haha

yatah gmbar yang 'nice' ni ku dpt haha

Happy 25th birthday to dearest eldest brother. .

who going to marry next year, InsyaAllah :)

lakas-lakas tah kahwin. . abarnya family mama fikir aku yng kahwin ni hahaha

Wish you all the good wishes

May Allah Bless you and your relationship, your fiancée :P

Wish you having such good life and may all your dreams come true :)

Getting old is not a big deal to make your dream come true. .

CONGRATULATION

on your job promotion. .

we're really proud of you. . :)

. . believe in yourself that you can do it.

and 'nurse' * me* is always here to care for you brother. .

membalut kaki mu yatah sdah tu krja ku tu drumah hahaha :p

W E love Y O U ! !

well, 25th year old man,

I still 20 years old woman, young and happy :p

. . till then,

fqah-shii who keep thinking what to do

*jobless*

"Sometimes the last person on earth you want to be with is the one person you can't be without.

-Jane Austen."

I love + miss you. .my boyfriendooo :p

9th December . .

2010-12-09T16:12:00.006+08:00

Co-Ed - I love you thousand times

song that currently stuck on my head. .

currently watching . .

POSEIDON :)

. . much better than titanic 2.

and. . now I wondering who will be the members of next RESCO 10/11 *random =.='*

and thinking whether to join RESCO or not. .

I think I will. . maybe not. .

no idea !

. . end up with doubting

"When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that."

"When she wants a hug she will just stand there waiting... awkwardly"

*because she don't know how to start*

"When girls receive a text from the boy they like, it makes us smile like an idiot."

. . re-quote from twitter :)

till then. .

fqah-shii :)

I miss RESCO 09/10 and. . . hehe ;P

. .I miss you love. . ='/

Te ador boyfriend ;)

when I become random person . .

2010-12-07T14:50:00.011+08:00

There this one who asked me to tell about myself. .

and. . I was speechless. .

maybe someone wonder why I don't wear any necklace and earring?

The funny thing is that I cannot wear silver necklace and earring. .

It gives me skin problem with it :)

but ring will be acceptable. . that's why I love ring the most and the bracelet.

the funny thing is that I love to collect them and that's the reason I still have 15 year old accessories.

I was once used them when I was young. . * the necklace and earring*

I got skin rashes and infection :S

I, even have sensitive scalp :S

use medicated shampoo that don't have any fragrance, that's me. . haha

Somehow, I feel grateful . .

At least there's solution for every problems that I have.

maybe someone even wonder why I like to spend my holiday at home?

well, I always having difficulty in choosing outfit hehe :P

and sometime. . I feel I miss home a lot. .

and mom, sometimes don't let me go. . she said ' you are too young to drive to Bandar alone '

" alaa. . nda la dpt ngedate ni hahaha"

and If she gives me the permission. . I will go for hiking and shopping maybe, rockclimbing ;P

or. . dating hahahaha :D

Can I cook?

Hahaha. . . I love bake. .

I'm good in baking than cooking. . and yes, I can cook :)

maybe I will not good in cooking esp. malay cuisine because mom always cook chinese. . toink!

If you asked me to cook, I will bake then hehe. .

Do you have someone special?

Hahaha ;D

someone who can make me feel butterflies on my tummy !

someone I miss a LOT ! !

yes, I have someone special ! *you got me*

What I like about me?

I rarely feel jealous. . :P and even anger. . maybe. sometimes haha

because I believe everything has its own reasons . .

accept everyone for who they are. .

". . maybe because of trust, there's no jealousy in me." _afiqahahadani

*copied from previous posted*

The memories that you missed a lot?

Having family gathering when everyone able to come and happy expression. .

Little cousins who playing around me. . who always spank my butt. tickles me . . haha and piggyback :)

RESCO activities. . and happy times with them :') at PC room. .

where lots of laughters and tears were expressed. .

sleepover. . late night work. . wrapping gifts haha . . OMG I missed this alot. .

and honestly, holding hands with the love ;)

Everything is just so sweet. .

I smiled when I reminiscing this. .

. .till then

fqah-shii who keeps spinning around. . *dizzy*

Wo ai ni, boyfrend. . :))

I miss you love :')

Resolution. .

2010-12-07T01:52:00.007+08:00

1 Muharram 1432

My resolutions :

Wearing Hijab will be the first one that come out from my mind, fulfill my duty as Muslim Woman :)

To do 5 times prayers :)) without any miss.

Fulfill the 5 pillars :) esp : pilgrimage to Mecca.
Maybe, a good daughter that can make my parents proud.
Study very hard, having good result and be the successful woman. . taking degree after this will be my first option, InsyaAllah :)
A good acquaintance to everyone and to someone *winks* :)
Wishing everyone will have good life,longevity,prosperity and bless by Allah throughout this year. Amin.

Salam Maal Hijrah :)

sincerely from. . .

Fiqah-shiii. . :)

"Every day may not be good, but there's something good in every day."

". . maybe because of trust, there's no jealousy in me." _ fqah.A.'10

Congratulation to the Boyfriend ;)

I'm happy for you love and proud. . :))

Kimi o aishiteiru my boyfriend

I miss you love :/

family outing photos :))

2010-12-06T21:49:00.003+08:00

Happy faces because Happy foods :)

Babahh :*)

The only sisters in family :)

Babahh and Me

Drinks :9

well, unfortunately. . There was an insect in my drink :S

yummy chickens :9

. . till then,

fqah-shiii who keeps spinning her head around haha :)

"People say nobody is perfect; but to a girl, the person who she loves the most... that person is perfect in her eyes."

Aloha wau ia 'oe nui loa, my boyfriend

6th December, Family outing :)

2010-12-06T17:57:00.005+08:00

It has been long time that I haven't spend my times with my family, going out. .

dine out. . :)

Ever since busy at the hostel, doing my job as Captain Block.

It was around two months I didn't go back to KB. .

and now, I miss my hostel room hahaha :P

currently the writer is

No matter how much I used to miss my home but when it comes to it. .

I became jobless and there's nothing much that I can do at home. .

Playing games? maybe but not without my brother. .

who currently not available in Brunei. .

Maybe some friends to hang out with?

hmm. . let me reconsider the option. .

may be mom won't allow me :)

Reading some books?

yeaaa. . maybe I should buy books. . and read them :)

Family outing will be later, after Isya' and now

I'm waiting for them to pick me up. .

let say. . another two hours or 3 hours waiting, maybe :)

and pictures will be uploaded later, InsyaAllah :)

Before I end up this post with. . all the way spinning around. . bla bla. . :D

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT TAHUN BARU HIJRAH

Alhamdulillah, throughout this year, I thank Allah

for everything. .

I thank Allah for giving me chances to live in this new year, 1432. Alhamdulillah :)

and wishing year 1432 will be the best Year as before, InsyaAllah.

Amin.

"Ya Allah,

jadikan awal tahun ini kebaikan, pertengahannya kegembiraan & akhirnya kejayaan bagi kehidupan dunia & akhirat kami."

"Amin"

All the way spinning around. . .

Fqah-shiii :))

"I may act like I don’t care about you. But I care more than infinity could ever allow"

"Falling in love with you is the second best thing in the world. Finding you is the first"

I miss you mr. . . . *winks*

Ch't'aime love

happy happy. . winks

2010-12-04T14:04:00.009+08:00

Currently I'm happy :p

yesterday 3/12/2010,

went to UBD for opening NEW UBD residential college

AS a tour guide and photographer of that day

pictures will be uploaded ;)

I will just share half of the photos since I took almost 100+ pictures

wearing heels was not a good choice for yesterday. .

I can't even count how many times I climbed the stairs to show the rooftop and the rooms.

well, the new UBD residential college is like a apartment and it's very pricy

rooms are categorized by two, standard and premium room

and the differences is the price of the room, facilities and view.

off course by the name, premium is abit costly. .

A month can be cost 1-month allowance for UBD-ian ;)

there are also cinema, cafeteria, souvenior shop at the core area also the gym ;D

And it will be open to the public exclude the tower, where no one can enter inside the apartment except those who live there.

picturesss! ! !

outside every towers

It's a friendly theme for the special-needs

the living room of the apartment and the modern style kitchen

from roof-top view ;P

RESCO ladies :P *there's more of them actually*

awww! cute. .

presenting to you the tower

awww! ! pat and hima berlabihhh eeee ;p

It's me :)

another views from roof-top

the 4 towers

The core Yard

Loving ateh :P

Bakal 'ex'-pengerusi RESCO haha :P

seducing Aya *jubooo* haha

The rooftop will be forever closed ever since the 'pink-baju kurong' incident haha *just kidding*

It's not a good idea jua to be opened all the time. . for certain purpose ;P

So people that's all. .

The blog will be update sooner or later. .

All the way from. .

Fqah-shii who can't stop spinning around :)

Credit to my First D3100 and the RESCO ladies for making such a good day *yesterday*

For everything that I have, I feel Bless, Alhamdulillah :)

#Currently listening to YOU GOT ME by COLBIE CAILLAT

" Missing someone could turn from pain to pleasure,

if you knew they were missing you too."

#quotes

All the way from here, I miss you Boyfriend *love*

I wish you were here :/

Te amo love ! !

December 12 , jobless fqah

2010-12-02T20:31:00.004+08:00

Well, officially I am jobless

I don't make a list of plan to-do for the rest December

I was planning to buy some book to read for this holiday, but. .

looks like. . well. . I don't even spend my money for the books. .

I bought korean drama 2 day ago , playful kiss

where the storyline is almost the same as 'it's started with a kiss' , a taiwanese drama

playful kiss =)

a very good romance, comedy story

It is recommended for you to watch If you can stand with the 'nonsense'

a taiwanese drama, It's started with a kiss

I love this movie :)

whole this day,

All I do is watching Korean drama. . sort of the best option to spend the afternoon

I was planning to go somewhere with my sister

ever since, I need to go to Bandar tomorrow. . . again, so I decided to stay at home for today.

and not to forget, twitter-ing

and now, blogging. . . and waiting the-still-downloading movies to be finished

and. . maybe late night dinner again haha

I currently downloading Easy A, Saw 3D and Titanic 2

Hopefully, can watch these movies by tomorrow or maybe after I done watching the korean drama.

I can't wait tomorrow

I will pick up Hot stuffs from Shopping.com as well as QQestore :))

#nowlistening like a star :P

spinning around lil' girl ,

fqah-shii

I love you Mr. . . *winks*

I wish you were here :P

16th of november

2010-11-16T14:55:00.006+08:00

I currently do my revision on AIDS topics =.='

and I have to finish up all the 12 topics

A good thing happened on 12th and 13th november :)

I got my hairdone at Essential by mandy :D

and something happened *kirai2* on the early day of 13th

Something make me happy and at the same time, grateful . .

On the 14th,

RESCO had a very last leadership course on Rock Climbing at tasek lama with BARA :p

eventhough there were only 16 people who able to join this last activity but . . we able to make the day, a very last day. . fun and memoriable

I was totally hoping that everyone can come but nevermind :)

It was very very fun, unexpectedly, I finally overcome my fear hehe :p

Alhamdullillah, I'm able to climb until 5th panel saja haha

tapi tim kan fall-in aduii. . berteriak haha *nda cali*

I'm so gonna miss RESCO 09/10

my 2nd family. . ;p

I decided to join bara in the future :p

ever since there is no qualification needed or south polar girl hehe :P

*mcm bnar*

all the way spinning around. . fqah-shii :D

I love him just the way he is ;p
baby,
SARANGHAE

love RESCO jua ;P

6th of november

2010-11-06T21:50:00.009+08:00

I been thinking lately. .

And I just realize that how much I love and enjoy being single :p

It's not that I can't get someone to be with right now.

I have someone on my mind

I like him :p

we're currently . . . *zip my mouth*

secret will be always secret :)

Sometime, I need someone to talk with, a girlfriend.

yet, I prefer to keep it by myself :z

I have been freaking tired lately, problem arise and at the same time, good things happen :)

I'm supposed to be studying right now, my exam is getting near, and I'm so much in trouble

I will have written test on the 27th and it's the first and the last written exam

and yet, there is so much topics for me to read. *sigh*

I'm so jobless. .

. . till then

Jobless woman at the moment ; Fqah-shii

I miss him but . .*speechless*

saranghae love

Day out with my big sister :D

2010-10-08T03:22:00.004+08:00

I just woke up from my ~7hrs sleep

It's 3.30a.m and I still wondering what will happen later

RESCO will be having Raya at KB later. .

And yes, It will be 11 houses to be visited haha included my house :p. .

kepisan ! even during raya to tutong and bandar, where we visited only 7 houses

on 3rd or 4th house, all of members already sigh, tired and bloated with food

HAHHAHA. .

ON the 7th of October,

My friend, ateh also called my sister. . big sister *love*

we were having lots of fun time together that day and yet money always be at the critical stage after that

hehe :p

we're :

window shopping , I bought her,my sister 6inch charles & keith shoe as promised.

oh well, you promise me, massage at spa next month or buy me a necklace that I love haha

Lunch out at HOT POINT, trying new ,'never come' restaurant and it's her treat :p

last month we went to 'country patch' and the place are really awesome as well as the food :D , and next month. . still thinking

Looking out for cable

manicuring+ nail art @ ' almost @ paradise'

A very nice beauty saloon, I rate 5 stars for it, their services and professional.

I went for 3D moulding nail Art while she had 'drawing' on her nails

we LOVE it :p

picture of our nails will be uploaded later. .

lastly, we go for half body massage, a relaxant massage :)

at Health Express Day Spa

A very needed massage ever since we're really busy this few weeks and lack of sleep

RESCO were having so many activities to do this and next month but it's really fun and adventurous :P

Work, laugh together and that's us :p

We're happy doing anything if we are together

RESCO LOVE

Hopefully, we hang out together and having fun someday, RESCO
And I waiting for next leadership activities heee :P

together we can

all the way . . . fqah-shii. Love RESCO.

yesterday , 6th of January

2010-01-07T02:17:00.011+08:00

currently fqah is

I was having so much fun yesterday , early that evening

For the first time of this year,

I raked dried and plucked the old leaves

I was with my mom, she invited me actually haha

Pretty sure, she knew I was bored

While I was plucking the old, dried leaves slowly

one leave then one leave

then my mom, came from somewhere ask me to be careful

then ya ckap 'bisai-bisai ada binatang tu'

'kau tau binatang apa?'

Before I replied her question, I ran away since she was talking with some kind of scary expression

she laughed and said 'PENYAGAT !'

suspended!

pkir tah snakes ka, anything la haha

she asked me to shake the plants first before plucked the leaves

mana jua aku kan shake, double kick tarus, simple!

HAHAHA

my mood was pretty okay until someone give me comment on my wall, FB

well majority, I can't even understand what exactly he's trying to say

but what past is past

Well, It shows that from the way he gave the comments,

it shows me who is he, really is

I've learn from my mistake, control myself

learn how to self-defense *thanks ateh*

Sensitive ?!

when someone said well, you are too sensitive and don't be from now onwards

what do you think?

First thing comes out from me was

I'm human being and I'm not super girl or barbie doll or something

*P I want to be SUPER GIRL !*

GIRL, SENSITIVE, OH PLEASE! MAN LEARN SOMETHING!

everyone has their own sensitivity, I bet you have too.

DON'T tell me that I'm WRONG!, I've learn about it

since you don't take my opinion, well I don't take yours

I don't cooperate with people who have such attitude

When I said, you cross the line man, SENSITIVE ISSUES sudah ni

THEN STOP!

STOP MAKING JOKES! LAME WA!

man, I feel bad for you, and sorry !

I was about to get hype up but . . .*remember*

like Chan once said It's not worthy to hype up =)

*esp in nonsense situation like I had yesterday*

well ! thanks chan! =)

Oh btw iyan, thanks! pasal my previous status tu, no worries!

I was not mad but just confused and pretty upset.

well, let it be

what comes around, comes around

7th January o9

currently, playing around (online MSN) with my Brother

Abg Auzi ; IMY berry much

Have fun later on the Carnival !

AKU MAU IKUT !

WE, the sister way too good to be

2010-01-06T00:13:00.002+08:00

Currently fqah is

HAHAHAHA

It was funny, I think I really good being pervert than a nurse!

not just me, but also the sister, Abadiah.

I just think she got it from me haha

LOL

I was wondering what will happen to my generation

HAHAHA labih ku ahh awal! awal!

I was trying to find new pictures of yesung from photobucket

kalinya, datang tia si diah ani, mnyampuk

Diah : Can I see Ryeowook's new pictures jua?

Iqah : *nodes* approved!

So I was like yeah why not!

click the 'search box' like very slow and type ' Ryeowook' very very slow

like ' NO, yesungku apakan! 'and then press 'enter'

and DONE! haha * mcm bnar aku ah mngajar LOL*

Since my Holiday was like OMG

I can't even say it in words, so I spend too much time on stalking My MR. Yesung

HE IS SO DAMN HOT

We were totally become uncontrollable at the moment

when all the pictures of Ryeowook was out

GIRL, All I say is that

we were talking like crap that I think we are not suppose to say them, I mean the words, infront of my parents

This was out from my mouth and even my sister

" Gila HOT badan si Ryeowook ahh "

my father was there like 20 inches away from us haha

bnar-bnar wrong timing wa and he is like pretty shock, staring at his daughter praising non-stop at Ryeowook's body

My sister lagi tah , "Enlarge the pictures, I need to see the BODY "

So I enlarge the picture and then gone wild

Blum lagi with Yesung's body tu haha *sigh

I wish I can talk with animals haha *random tah bnar*

I currently watching Nim's Island ka nama nya, yang penting it starts with Nim's

It just because they friend with animals and talk with them, yatah aku pun mau jua ahh haha

LOL!

Forever 13

2010-01-05T18:44:00.007+08:00

Currently fqah is

super junior forever

Forever 13 SUPER JUNIOR !!

13elieve

Happy Birthday Adrian Lee !

2010-01-05T02:12:00.006+08:00

currently fqah is

Currently listening to 2PM, again and again

and trying to shake my booty haha LOL

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADRIAN LEE RAHMAN

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY

MAN ! you forgot about my Jar-full-of-snow

I bet you are having so much fun now in New York !

that statue really freak me out, she/he and whatever it is, keeps on staring at me haha lame!

happy birthday man!

wish you all the good wishes!

prosperity, longevity and everything

All the best to you

and OTHERS too =)

best of LUCK everyone

p/s ; Sorry adrian, I've to adjust the size of this image and sorry about taking this image from your FB without your permission.

btw you look great!

. . . . . . . . . . .

2010-01-05T00:51:00.005+08:00

Currently fqah is

Sometime I figure out something new

but when I try to think it again, what was it all about ?

OMG, I totally forgot, I'm getting old

I'm getting 20 this year *oh noo!*

HAHAHA !

I was totally fall in love with my age that ends with -teen and now

it's over

*correction* It will over soon !

here comes the adulthood *sigh

I was flashback -ing my memories just now !

It gives me teary-eyed

The memories of 2009 was too good to be remember but yet

It's all over now and I need to move forward to have another good memories

Let the past be past

All the good days with friends, family, the laughter, tears

and everything

2010, let it be the best year with the good memories than 2009, hopefully

I find out my exam result just now and I'm so not satisfied

but I'm grateful, Alhamdullilah

Everything okay, all my subjects pass

All I have to do is to retest my Nursing skill and

Do the best that I can for this 2nd Semester , InsyaAllah

Oh that Sunday morning, I was thinking to-do

MY TOP 10 THAT I LOVE THE MOST

the admirable men

1. of course my Mr. yesung Super Junior ;P

2.Max Chang Min DBSK

3. Junsu 2PM

4. T.O.P Big bang

5. Taemin Shinee

6.Lee Jae jin Ft island

7.Jang Geun Seok, the actor of Hwangjini and Hong Gil Dong

10.

the last three mens are still loading . .

and all of them are no. 1, I still have empty spaces in my heart haha apakan!

I was trying to find one of Ft-Island members name that I like/ crazy for

I accidently click youtube and then this come out haha

Hello 2010 !

2010-01-03T23:41:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 2010!

I've nothing to say about my Holiday

well, My holiday was like waiting for my college to start again, 2nd semester

and I have to retest my TPR again and again haha *shoot*

I bet you guys don't know what TPR stands for !

TPR is one of nursing skills, and it stands for temperature,pulse rate and respiratory rate.

*mcm bnar aku ahh*

*boring jua ku tu haha*

THANKS to the M&V party

at least this holiday, I don't spend the rest of my holiday at HOME

The party was #%^&^* but It was okay when you know how to have fun, and to those who feel the other way round, sorry ! Might be you guy just don't know how to have fun or you guys just sit the whole night at the corner near those gigantic speaker , cut the remaining brocoli and trying to find cells that involved mitosis JK

I was about to be deaf plang that night since I sat infront of the speaker while the band was currently playing their music with qidah

Well, I'm currently feel BORING!

Yatah aku merepek ani !

Well, I'm wondering who in the Hell playing around with my email

someone use my email and then try to pretend to be me, chatting with the contacts and and and..

when I find out who doing this to me, he/she/they is/are going to be DEAD!

soo dead *doing the scary face* D E A D!

nda alang-alang ku gali tarus kubur wa! free of charge *merepek jua ehhhh*

Buat baik for the last time =D

On the 13th of september and today, the 17th

2009-09-17T22:10:00.003+08:00

The last day for my brother, Mohd. Auzi

HAHA last day nya, of course as what am I expecting, I was crying that day, that will be impossible If I’m not, I am very closed with him and yes, Every minute and seconds and everywhere, I always remember of him *yoh mcm boyfriend plang haha* since there are too many memories esp. shopping complex, where he always need my opinion to buy for his special one hehe *kirai2 arh kaka*

And yes, I admit that I am the first person who cried and the second, my dearest sensitive brother and the last my sister *sibling saja ah*

It was started when I saw him all alone in this certain place where you need to check your luggage, he was trying to carry his really big luggage and I was like really want to help him, at the same time, I felt quiet angry since the securities who were in charge at that time,relaxing like there is nothing to do, cuba tah tolong, OH PLEASE!! ghahysfdyasgyatdwrf uadybgfv erhf *sasak sudah ni* kes masih lagi mental ni..HAHAHAHA panat..

kami datang sana around 4 for check in and waiting at the airport until 7.15, his flight around 8 but he had to go inside around 45 or 30 minute earlier.

My mum bought foods from the food stall at the gadong, tamu dkat mall ah.since she need to provide food for breaking for those who came at that day =)

sorry ah, kami nda bli makanan arh airport, HHAHAHA, kes jimat ni hehe.

since tmpat makan tu ' outside food are prohibited' so the hilirious part is the time kami breaking tu, ramai ramai kami sungkai, tmpat tnggu, not the outside but the inside of the airport, bersila kami ramai, even my cousin yg bli makanan yg dalam airport pnya pun bwa makanan k bwah so we all can eat together for the last time. HAHHAHA even it was like arkward, p It was quiet fun at least before he leave, we do something that everyone never ever want to try it. It was like kami smua duduk bersila in the circle, include my cousins and my brother’s friend, his Gf, and at the middle of the circle, makanan haha, mmg macam kami ni mngadakan makan2 doa selamat =)

It was about 7.15 and yes it was the time he supposed to go inside, time atu lah, kamu smua menangis haha XD

I was like menangis and he saw me crying OMG

even he saw me like that for many times but jngan la ya meliat aku mnangis that day but I still manage to make some joke =D since his Gf was next to me, and at that time he stare at me, i was like “hey bro!” pointing at his Gf for no reason with smiley-after-crying face

DEAR MOHD. AUZI

we here will always be missing you, without you on this year Hari raya is like, there is nothing that we can celebrate this year hari raya like before, even I have to admit that I have to study for my exam.

My dearest brother, we love you ♥

selamat hari raya, maaf zahir & batin, jaga diri bisai2 and wish you all the best and a very good luck to you

saranghaee ♥ oppa

Next 2 year, Insyallah, kami datang sana,visit abang auzi =)

FOR TODAY, 17th OF SEPTEMBER

A very weird thing happen, I went home today and reached home around 6+ haha *sungkai tarus wa*

my brother,my sister and I was quiet hyper today, and I don’t even know the reason, I think the reason was the chocolate yang kami makan *chocolate c noraiyah bagi kali tu*

three of us, like mcm org gila, at that time my mom was at the living room,vacuuming *voommm*, while we were at my room, gila gila.

Malam jumaat wa, kami teriak teriak, we were singing few songs that all we know the lyrics la and dance sampai ke lantai *mcm mop lantai wa abg ku ah*,'nda menjadi ' break dance =D, and I can’t even stop laughing and singing loudly. I was singing ‘love story’ and ‘you found me’ hancur wa suara kami,nda lagi kami ingau ani wa, then lompat2. and yes, I do feel so relief haha since I really do need to be crazy sometime for my stress.

And we all stop acting like that after my mom shouting at us madly,like marah la ya, ‘malam jumaat wa ni’ and my dad was smiling at that time ,watching his children gila gila mcm kanak kanak dlu.=D It was like the sweet memories were come back haha

and now I feel…… random* HAHHAHAHA

=)

2009-09-09T22:57:00.002+08:00

aku ngantuk ngantuk ngantuk OMG

I can’t able to withstand the sleepy-ness haha XD

It’s like every morning, sleepy sleepy sleepy saja.It has been two days, and I do not know why.I do sleep around 12 this few days, since I have to study before go to sleep =)

well, today, I was learning about the pulse rate, nursing skill lesson

It was quiet funny today’s lesson ahaha, sekati2 saja aku ckap paha, eventhough my teacher was pointhing at his paha plang, p I was suppose to talk in english, mana kira haha XD *kes nda mau kalah*

I was clueless at that time yatah, paha in english pun aku nda lagi ingat haha

and then during the practical haha, since kami like in rest, so our pulse rate will be like 60 to 80 beats and if after exercise, It will be higher than that, yatah tim buat practical for exercise punya, I do the duduk diri duduk diri thingy with my other 3 friends,It remains me of my childhood memory,If I did any mistakes in the class even not remember the timetable,I will be punished by do that thing in front my classmate *aku lupa apa namanya* I was asked by the teacher to do it atleast 50 times haha but we did it like around 20 haha. mana kan buat smbil ketawa haha panat! ! baik dah teacher sruh buat 20, aku g ckap,nda cukup haha

I was watching superJunior explore human body and yes, I cied alot when I watched episode 7.

AND today for the first time, aku sungkai with my new friend, NI * I don't know her real name*, she’s from thailand,It was quiet hard to speak with her, she’s muslim and able to speak malay, abit. just abit, even sometime malay nya ada thailand sikit. =) yatah I smiled at her all the time since I don’t even have any idea what topic should I share with her, klu ku bercerita krg, nda jua ya pham. even aku gtau,kawanku ,fatihah, ‘keracunan makanan’ and yes she did reply me ‘ahhhh’ * in the understand tone* and she’s smiled *aduhh wrong expression* haha . P bnarnya she can't even understand what am I saying to her haha

she just understand by the word 'fatihah" haha

she’s beautiful, really.

and yeahh, esuk aku balik rumah haha *superexcited* and now aku ngantuk hehe XD

I do realize the risk of eating foods from the canteen, since bnyak dah my friend,keracunan OMG! ! but I still want to buy canteen foods haha.It's not' want' actually, I have to klu nda mati ku krg, kelaparan =)

kamu semua, I miss kamu =(

Aku boring dsini

Die Die Die

2009-09-08T20:57:00.001+08:00

OMG! I miss ms. Tor =) *terdie die wa aku hari ni*

Today, I mean my class this morning was like OMG, kan mati rasa aku tu wa,eishhhh =( even it was start at 9 and I was not fully awake, I’m soo tired since I couldn’t even have enough sleep last night. even my friend told me yg aku ni emo.OMG! so NOT! and yes, last night I was pretty upset after I saw hareef’s status about KB and SERIA..something2 related with stressful whatever, pokoknya ucap KB stressful district to be lived la. PANAT! HAHAHA , aku marah berabis and finally aku buat comment arh sana, NONSENSE! It’s all about gossiping! W T haudsftweyfhidjudtfg…

we were studying a really big topic and complicated today and we have to finish up the topic in one day.The class was about 2 hours, and the slides of presentation are 72.*new record ni*

I can even want to remember those few hours that I spent in that class, freeze! every single slides, I was like OMG, when will this class will finish and the topic.* lapas 1 slide ada lagi slide*

It suppose to be in few weeks to finish up the topic, since kami arh UBD, so everything will be like not impossible,the changes!! brainshock haha. It was all about human body and non of it stick on my mind, OMG. baik tah aku start study =(

About 1 minute before 11, finally yes at last, my class ended and yes I do not relief at all, since all in my mind at that moment was like thinking about the topic, and how can I able to face my exam in november,that I think I’m soo going to be dead, nda tah aku dapat merit ni, cna tah ku kan dapat jadi best student ni

=( *sighhhh*

like ms.Tor said, ‘die la you’

It’s worthy to wait

2009-09-07T06:05:00.002+08:00

I’m sorry I haven’t update my dearest blog lately. I have so many problems and yes the one of the main reason is that I’m too LAZY to type words and sentences and paragraphs malas berabis ni and i have too many assignment to do like everyday I have something to do, and now I just know that, my exams will be within few months which is on november,before and after the clinical placement

Currently, I admit that I’m addicted to ‘I hope’ –Ft Island, kiss me thru the phone *c pkah tu* and Amigo dance *again c pkah tu starter ny*

first before I write about my life at home, let’s just know about my life at UBD* yoh mcm mari kanak2*, arah hostel, nda bnyak yg interested ceritanya, p AKU ADA KATIL BARU,*sampai wong pun aku gitau ni wa,wall-wall lagi tu* *superexcited*

and yes katil ku lawa and It’s new ! I haven’t got chance to feel like ‘OMG katil ku’*with dramatic expression and…*,which means I haven’t sleep on it, just not yet and yes tonight for sure =D *superexcited*

For sure, all my hostel friends will envy, sbb katil ku lawa. and my mom pun like eh macam keranda *kes jealous tu* HAHAA and she finally admit that It’s beautiful muahaha *bngga ni*

Of course It’s beautiful since it’s new and has drawer *superexcited ni wa..

katil ku lawa haha,*enough with the katil* and yes katil ku cantik *apalagi*,lawa *majal* and lawa *If aku dah puji cani, grenti lawa tu*

I do have problems with my friends and as well as my family and for sure,my study. But Insyaallah, just relax and everything will be fine

for those yang backstabber or the starter of the hate-ness/fight between me and my friends*not in good condition not fight, don't get me wrong due to this*, baik tah kamu insaf, before your worst behaviour tu revealed and everyone finally knows who you are and yes, finally your handworking to have friends and envy of whatsoever you jealous of is going to be like a waste. and you know that It’s worthless to do such things, don’t ever ever try to do something that you don’t even know what will you received in return.You know that the truth will be revealed at last so what is the point for you to do that.

later, *superexcited* not because, I will finally go back to hostel and the katil,actually I will spend my evening/sungkai out with my friends * those yng nda makan sama aku, nanti lagi tani plan, makan sama2, sungkai* maybe next year la tani sungkai sama, since this week, brgkali ada balik , nda sampat kan makan sama2, since this sunday, my brother, the second one, his flight on that day and yes, I do spend time with him and my family, sungkai at the airport *grenti ku nangis ni* the one yang always with me, he always need me when shopping times, need my suggestion on something esp. on jeans,t-shirt, present for his gf and friends. It will be like something missing when he’s not around.In other word, aku sayang ya, of course ! *menangis tah ku tu d airport tu eh* and forgot to mention, he’s the one who taught how to make tie, he taught me during my mom was shopping at giant and looking for everything for him. and he taught me, so that I know what to do when I have husband and I do the tie for him * romantic eh*

hehe since ya ke scotland for the twining program, claim hadiah ku for this year and next year, ‘me to you’ nanti tah klu ya dah dsana, me to you saja ku tu haha biar ya sngal. last year dah me to you, this year n next year lagi haha.

oh yeah, I’m home, anak mama balik haha *mngakun*

I do realised that I’m quite stress out since arh UBD, I get to use to the silent environment then balik rumah, OMG, bukan lagi silent wa, labih dari silent ah haha and I can’t even concentrate my study, p belajar buka lagu haha XD but, I miss org KB-ian

KB-IAN *hugs*

all the best to my friends, good luck in everything, ganbatte *refer to wong* or fighting

SMSA-ian, I miss all of you friends, I really do =)

I miss kamu pnya jokes n everything. *cries*

and everyone ‘selamat berpuasa’ and 'selamat hari raya' maaf zahir dan batin

For the mistakes that I do in purpose or accidently, I'm truly sorry and I'm sorry for everything include something that you may not know, pokoknya nda baik, Im sorry. *raya nda batah lagi,baju raya ku nda lawa* haha

p/s : to those who greet me during my birthday,thank you, I really apreciate and I love you. to those yng skit lagi kan lupa, n greet lambat, aku tau kamu tu,bnyak alasan haha X), love you

AND esp, to those who greet me on the midnight, a big ‘thank you’ and hugs too*extra credit ni*

And pkah, Aku blum decide ni,makanan apa bisai, just prepare, I might want everything on the list hahahaha XD, pkah saranghaee..

btw, ‘afee’ tu ada urg lain pkai nama atu n aku trkajut wa, bini2 jua la pkai haha.*bini2 ka laki2* lupa ku pkah, nanti tah aku spy kan hahaha

with love,

afiqah ahadani

I hope =)

2009-09-06T19:23:00.003+08:00

A day passed and a month passed

but I did not hear from you.

My tears fall and my heart burns.

This is not it, it’s only temporary.

This is not gonna be it,this is not gonna be it.

This is not gonna be it.

Don’t try to cheer me up.

The empty space you left only gets bigger.

✿

I see you again and you,you are my love.

I see you hundred times and I, I am your love.

You are my match made in heaven.

You took the wrong path, that’s all.

Even if I am born again, I only want you.

Even if I love again,I only want you.

You will come back, you will come back.

Because without you, there is no me.

✿

You said you love me

and where did you leave abandoning me?

My two hands that you held and our promise

how could you leave throwing me away and breaking it?

✿

This must be a dream, this must be a dream.

This must be a dream, don’t fool me.

I hate how I’m left alone.

✿

I see you again and you, you are my love.

I see you hundred times and I, I am your love.

You are my match made in heaven.

You took the wrong path, that’s all.

Even if I am born again, I only want you.

Even if I love again, I only want you.

You will come back, you will come back.

Because without you, there is no me.

✿

I thought all of this was a nightmare.

Ah~ I just want to wake up from this dream.

✿

When I open my eyes tomorrow

I hope everything is nothing but a dream oh

I hope everything is nothing more than a realistic dream.

I hope for you.

I still want you.

✿

Even when I look back again, you, you’re my love

Even if I look (at you) thousands of times, I’m, I’m your love

Approved by the heavens, you’re my love

We’ve been separated for a while, that’s all

Even when I see other girls, I only want you

Even if I love another, I only want you

You will come back, you will to come back

because without me, there is no you.

✿

(YES LETS GO) Every night, I pray, not for my happiness but for misfortune

For your sake, not for me, so I can’t love another

You are the only one for me,You are my heart’s one desire.

I’m not going to change. Even if I’m born again, I only want you.

Even if I’m born again, I only want you.

Even if I love again, I only want you

You will come back, you will come back.

Because without you, there is no me

the posts!

2009-08-13T19:48:00.003+08:00

9th of August 09

sunday, staying by myself alone at hostel. well, think pink, It's really creepy. my hostel is not like other hostel.hostel ku sunyi!!

Well, my sister invite me, play bowling with hafiz, farah, tiqah.we went to mall for awhile since farah wanted to take her money first, well, I don't have money and it hards to survive when you are away from your parents.

About 3 something or less than that we went to utama bowling with the help of our own navigator,tiqah =)It was my first time as well as my sister, well you know, for sure, masuk ke lunkang ahh XD

well, I did strike but just once.for the first match, I did better than the second since I score more 0 on the second match, masuk longkang saja kerjanya!But from what I experienced bowling is a fun game!! I do like it alot =D
I wish I could play again =) siukkkkkkk *two thumbs up* I will do much better when I play it again, more strikes!for sure, hafiz always score more than us, but farah kept on playing and she did much better after play to much

After that like 4 something, we went to kiulap since hafiz like really in need to buy new charger for his lappy.*ganas bah anak atu*
and then we went to empire, watching muvie =D, we're watching 'the proposal" and it was brilliant *two thumbs up*and the muvie last for 1hr and 45 min, so I was sent by hafiz around 7+.

I was hungry when I finally reached my far away hostel from canteen

So end up eating with razzar which first I was thinking I would be eat my dinner alone XS but then yeah she accompany me

thanks babe XD
I will remember this day as the best day of this week.Since this past few weeks, I was abit down and sad like crying for no reason *rindu kali bah* you know my room, sunyiii XD so I brought my mum's radio
I miss my family, friends and everyone I love =)
tommorow, the monday, I will have 2-4pm class and my morning tutorial has been cancelled.

I received my text while I was watching the movie. XD
I suppose to read my notes now, well I'm off, I will have my hostel orientation for the whole week starting tommorow XS

I hate orientation.

1th of august 09

It was raining and I was at canteen with jee, dayu,farah, azzarand then later, fatithah and yanti joined us
we were eating and at that time it was quiet windy and abit lightning and thunderlight.

So when we decided to make our move to go to hostel, It was like our wait finally come, It was raining not really heavy la

fortunetly, fatihah did bring an umbrealla but it only for somekind of 2-3 person

So jee was the one who running first and followed with dayu,farah and me HAHAHA

it was quiet funny and I was laughing while I was running since my imagination abit crazy at that time

It likes that when we're running under the rain it likes people who dancing like in hindustan movie LOL

so that's why I can't stop laughing haha XD

But it is quiet interesting since I really wanted to do that since few years ago, running XDPANAT!!

but before dayu, farah and I followed jee who was running at that time, we were running but not to hostel but to join fatihah's umbrealla.

It was quiet funny, we could protect our heads from the rain but our clothes like really wet since, we walk really slow since azzar can't run since she got problem with her legs.So like about few seconds, we protected our head while our clothes became so wet.so farah finally the one who the first followed jee, running then dayu and finally me =)

we're running to our far-away-hostel. OMG! It feels so long when we were running to that hostel =) but finally yeah, we reached safely like finally!

jee almost fell down when she climbed the stairs haha XD but then, after that we were laughing and went to the washroom to wash our head.After that, went to common room since I need to read some resources and yeah, next tuesday, I have presentation to do and that day will be my becoming-19th-day

It's all about cells and the function and I really need my biology notes =)

12th of august 09

It was the first time that we're having nursing skill practice. for the first time, our main topic is that how to wash your hand properly.

we were taught by this one male teacher, medical handwashing and probably next, we are going to learn surgical handwashing =)
Today, shayn and I finally, register for our ever wednesday eca, so we are taking korean culture club =)But I'm still want to play bowling like desperately after that day when hafiz brought me to utama bowling. It was fun like really fun ehhh

there are bowling club but I prefer to take korean culture club for 1 year and then my 2nd year, I might be choose bowling as my eca and yeayyyy =D
I WANT TO PLAY BOWLING!!
so what can I say, I totally into it. and for the hostel, I haven't got my bed yet,katil! eh setaun ku menunggu, batah batahhhhh

and from what I heard, Our hostel only provided wave for internet and the other like dst broadband might be work abit poorly in here =( as well as b.mobile and it will be different story to those who live in upstairs.

since their dst service quiet okay than me who hardly to surf internet even with my handphone and my b.mobile phone like there is no way you can use it here,there are totally like no service at all.
BOWLING!FRIENDS!BOWLING!FRIENDS!I MISS ALL THIS!
talk about burning, I am so scared since my room is facing toward the forest =S

and the forest behind my faculty,IM the trees that might be far away from the faculty, are all brown in color sdah bahh.

and this few days every morning I only can here jets and helicopter pass by our hostel,It did sound creepy and awesome =)

jet-bridex while helicopter-sand/soil for the burning forest
And this sunday will be like whole day orientation, only one day since our senior will having test in their week 3. =)
I need to off now, I have like 1 tutorial at 8 then lecture at 10.10 and then english language at language centre at 2 till 4and then after that I'm sure I will go home since tommorow, my family will have tahlil at my amit's house and I think I will not able to attend that gathering.so it's 10.40 and I finally need to say this, I HAVE TO SLEEP! & I LOVE KAMU KAMU!!

I MISS KAMU BERRY BERRY MUCHH

the two days!

2009-08-06T22:43:00.005+08:00

3rd of August 09

when you are on the half way to your dreams sometimes you just have those certain feeling that make you feel you want to quit like now, I really mean now, I juat really think,really think that I can't fight with this feeling

Just because that I don't know what to do, sometime missing someone that I love the most,someone to talk and everything that we usually do together I keep on thinking negative lately but end up with pink, think pink =)

For the first time I feel lonely and like desperately want to have a friend to chat with

I do have like around 10 friends now, don't worries =)JUst because now I'm sitting alone at Dining room with my lappy,a bottle of water, my room key and my mobile and yes don't forget,the most important,tissues =)I just don't know what to say =x since my room is facing toward the forest, and yes I do have news for you to read, I have friends like I can't even count how many of them, MONKEYS =S kawanku tah tu XS AND I still haven't received katil yang ku tunggu.aiyaaa~~
MY-SUPPOSE-TO-BE-FOOD-COUPON had been taken back by the worker at the office of my hostel, since I'm taking nursing and they said most probably the reason is that our elaun will be rising every month, different from the UBD-ians whose taking bachelor and diploma,since their only receive $300+ monthly.So, I was planning with my other friends who have same luck as me, cooking at the hostel and buy everything that we need at the supermarket together =D

MY new friends = jeerah,farah,idayu,fatihah,yanti,nurul,amy,nad,nurin,qidah,michelle,winnie or awin, rynie, nisah, ain =D

so that what I know for this moment.bad news again, Since my timetable is fix and I'm non-gennex, SO what can I say that MY ONLY HOPE TO BE GOOD IN KOREAN LANGUAGE OR LEARN THEM will be like yeahh NOO!! IT's A NO!I was thinking that I was gennext so that I decided to take korean language as my subject/ module
well, thats it~good news is that I miss you! *you the one read my blog now*and yeah, my clinical placement will be in october for 4 weeks but IN RIPAS or other CLINICLS IN BANDARAnd I'm looking forward to study hard as much as I can, so that I get opportunity to go for my deegre next year which mean I don't finish my diploma and go onboard ,take my deegre so wish me luck *bah berangan tah lagi tu*
To my friends who will having their exam from 5th August onwards, goodluck! hwaiting!
I love kamu smua, remember that!

5th of august 09

yesterday, fortunetly, the nursing students,We finally got the food coupon, yeayy, I will survive and my money will be saved!
I actually only have $30 in my wallet. ^^for the first time yesterday, I save my money from buying things that I always crazy for, I couldn't stand when I pass by the faceshop and bodyshop and those beautiful bags.I was planning to buy shoe for me to walk from my hostel to IM, since All my shoes that I bought before I got into theUBD are new, It was hurting my leg alot,really! like seriouslyI was waiting for my friends now, I have to go to FASS,faculty of Arts and social science for register our english.communication skills.
& the most important now, is that my tummy hahaha full sudah,Alhamdulillah.
& my fun bread that my brother bought for me =) last two days, haven't finish yet,hmm.
eventhought that I have new friends now, but I still want my friends who right now struggling in their studies since they're having Qualifying exam in SMSA, I miss kamu =')

but for sure, I MISS KAMU!!

And yeah, currently, It's hard for me to have internet here, even sometime, NO SERVICE! OMG! like I'm totally struggling to online, MSN. in conclusion It's hard to online with my mobile & that's why you will see me online like very rarely, even It was, but it's just for awhile =S then lost connection.

SO FOR MY FRIENDS WHO WILL HAVING AN EXAM, GOODLUCK DARLS! YOU CAN DO IT!I MISS YOU & I LOVE YOU

TAKE CARE!!
XOXOXOXOXOXO,
afiqah ahadani

sometimes friends are just not meant to be friend!

sometime When you think that she/he so annoying and you just can stand it, eventhought you are friend that will be you are not meant to be friend.

Once I feel annoyed by them and the feeling of dislike, It will be permanent!but sometimes I have to tried to like, like what I have right now.This situation just that not complicated, but maynnnn I just couldn't stand it!
From what I feel right now is that I just don't feel to have friends esp. boys. I just don't want to talk with them even right now, I finally find my old-primary friend, lawrence!

so you may think that I really choosy but I'm not actually, It depends on my mood, and now, my mood = SO UNSTABLE!

Bah I need to off now, I need to do my laundry after dissapointing since we were all the way walk to the FASS then to language centre

since the FASS, no longer teach us english and end up go to language centre. walking with this kind of weather,HOT & SUNNY! sweating! OMG! After we reach the language cntre,climb the stairs,2nd floor, went to the admin to register,

and yeah! the teacher that we suppose to meet, was not around OMG! and we all need to register tommorow. fortunetly we don't have any class this weekand now I have to do my laundry

BYE!!

My 1st year permanent room

2009-08-01T18:44:00.004+08:00

MY UNTIDY ROOM

ROOM 5 block F5

It's ground floor =)

MY ROOM IS FACING TOWARDS HUTAN HUTAN =S

MY FUTURE DESK WHERE I STUDY & EAT & WHATEVER

SHAYNN =)

MY FUTURE WARDROBE

US WITH THE KEYS & MIRROR =D

will be update later *not today* within this few days

MY SUPER-CLEAN-I-DON'T-KNOW-WHAT-TO-SAY-ROOM

Happy Birthday clahhh-minho =)

2009-08-01T06:49:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY CLAHHH-MINHO

stay healthy! be strong

Wish you all those good wishes

Wish you all the best & goodluck

Goodluck in Everything

Wish all your dreams and wishes may come true

Be the best translator ever =)

♥ Saranghaee noona ♥

take care & stay healthy!

WITH LOVE, AFIQAH AHADANI

Saranghae SB

take care & I miss youu dear ♥

The memories =)

2009-07-21T20:06:00.027+08:00

I love kamu

BTW 'thanks for the memories' HAHAHA

WONDERGIRLS & JYP

KCG YAYYY!!

KCG - KACANG! *Khalish tu*

AWW~ macam-macam

$17 PARTY =)

BIRTHDAY SUPRISE - ZIRAHHH

WE LOVE YOU DEAR!

MY SUPER DUPER 18TH BIRTHDAY

Eh bertuah drg dua atu *ZYRA N ZIRAH* ,nda tolong kami selamatkan lilin HAHA

4 ANAK DARA =)

STEAMBOAAA....=X

Library pandan, kami belajar 'mari bercerita' =D

JOGGING WITHH cBANANA =)

AWWW~ Damit kamu ahhh =DD

AWWW~ =')

AKU LAPAR!

MY 08/09 CLASSMATE / MATHS
KAMU SEMUA PANDAI!

GP - siuk ehh GP ani =)

adrian = awuu andang jua siukk XD

yuen = awuu siuk ehh, klu bleh sleepover tani d GP ahh!

THE AFIs HAHAHA

afiq, afiqah,afiqah,afi

THE 7 DRAWFS - cinderellanya mati sudah! nda sampat kami selamatkan XD

WE ROCK! spoil ehh cterung ani

SYAMC!

HAPPY 19TH-TUA-SUDAH BIRTHDAY PKAHH =)

AWWWESOME

THE MERMAID

SLEEPING BEAUTIES * tdur tu c zrah ah*

WONDERGIRLS

LEENA & MYRA

SOON LEE - MALE KA PATUNG ATU LEENA?

Harga baju tu kan $76.90 HAHHAHA

tapi nda lawa =)

AGAIN THE MERMAID *C zirah jadi manusia balik*

MANA NYAMAN MEE KAMU ATU * kes lapar tu aku ah*

GAMBAR BFORE CGU MASUK lajuuuu!!!

AWWW~~

macam-macam kamu ani

As a result

leena = male plang fqahh,p the point is I try to find *u know*

myra = OMG! it's a guy! BUT where in the heck ***** goes,hmm!

c zila missing * mkjb kau sudah tu*

I LOVE YOU

kau allergic wa zyra *lawa kucing atu nanti ku culik*

awwww~~

CUTE!

NEW YEAR 09, AKU MAIN BOUNCER p DAMIT WAA!

Tapi puas ku lompat lompat XD

HAPPY '09 NEW YEARR =D

SPOIL EH KUCING cNORAIYAH ANIIII!

liat depan wa kucing ehhhh

I LOVE KAMU!

CUTE!

KAMU, I LOVE!

FIQAHS

On THE 27TH OF JUNE

KCG YAYY!! *cheer with pompom but NO short skirt*

STUDENT AWARD 08

ON THE BUS, TRIP TO UK EXHIBITION XD

CUTE! I MISS KAMUUUU =(

GATHERING ARH WYWY

*tim atu nada pau yang kana swine flu ah*

TAKING o level SLIP ,remember?

KAMU, I MISS!

Aku tinggi =)

BEFORE HOLS

FQAH BLAMES cPKAHHH!!

MIJI =)

HAHAHA test bio kamu ah =))

KAKI =)

CUTE!

AWWWW~~

AISYAHHH! I MISS YOU BABE =)

BAWANG N SIRIH =)

NABILAH IS BACK! yayyy

HAHAHA! *buang kes*

*pasal apa kamu ktawa kan?? haha *

lawakan! aku yang gambar wa tu =)

AFTER JOGATHON!

WEBCAM SAMA BANANA

PATUNG COMPETITON hehehe!

IYAN IS BACK!

GUITAR HERO-ING AT NAB'S

aku nda pndai main XD

awww~ cute!!

Iyan = C ajis ku XD XD * ajis dalam class haha*

fqah = Bnyak lelaki NDA HOT dsana atu HAHAHA

leeyan = Mana satu bisai ku pilih ah *bnyak ehh XD*

On the 13th July 09

2009-07-15T19:03:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO RAIHAN ZUHAIRAH

MY BEAUTIFUL BEST-FRIEND

Wish all those good wishes to you

GoodLuck in Everything =)

legal dah ehh hahaha XD

sigh

2009-07-10T11:46:00.003+08:00

Yesterday, shopping at the Giant for my stuff's in residental college

I bought like 2 sandal, 2 shoes (for formal) and 1 sport shoe

I almost buy everything in that shopping center

and 1 bag for school =)

pokoknya, bnyak la aku bli haha XD

& I spent like 6-7 hours in there =)

This is what I'm thinking at this time

what will happen..

You are in this store full of branded things,

like Gucci's bags, Louis Vuitton, Baby Phat's

then you just can't stop looking at this one bag, really beautiful, elegant

Then the owner come to you and you asked the price =)

It costs you $67 or whatsoever, infact you will think It's really expensive!

The owner staring at you like ask you to buy it, limited edition, the only stock left.Hurry!

It likes you can read his/her mind

You have the money but you have something to buy other than that bag

So what you can do is that

1. You buy the the bag =(

2. Buy it another time =)

If you do no. 1, you will not get any discount or whatever

and no. 2, when you come back someday, will that bag still available in that store? I don't think so

All I think when I'm bored, I might have to do something silly like

look like the owner want me to buy like desperately *duhhh like there's no other more elegent bags*

All I will do is, "awww, this bag is really beautiful"

Then I take out my only $10 left and tell the owner, "I only have $10" *buat muka kesian*

HAHAHHAHHAA *Lame jua tu*

next scene :

You are driving that night,

You on your way to this satu simpang la

then at the same time one car try to go same simpang

It's like both of your car will stop, stare at each other, whose way is it or who will go first. .

Let me give you good advise

you stop your car because of one car try to go at this same simpang

All you can do is that you stare the drive like you really angry "hey, this my way, I will go first"

DOn't stOp me! hahaha

Then after few minutes, you staring at the driver with the 'angry' eyes HAHA

KANA BAGI JALAN KAU TU HAHAHA

lawa kan adviseku

I'm bored tim ani, yatah everything is nonsense

Oh yeah, I also bought like 8 formal T-shirt

for me in UBD =D

ganas kami mmbali, mamaku tu suka bnar! XD toinkk. .

cinderella ♥

2009-06-27T06:01:00.005+08:00

When I was just a little girl

My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story

It always was about a Princess in distress

And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory

♥

I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be

Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me

♥

I don't wanna be like Cinderella

Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar

Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free

I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting

For a handsome prince to come and save me

On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side

Don't want to depend on no-one else

I'd rather rescue myself

♥

Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind

Who's not afraid to show that he loves me

Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am

Don't need nobody taking care of me

♥

I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me

When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing

♥

I can slay, my own dragon

I can dream, my own dreams

My knight in shining armour is me

So I'm gonna set me free

♥♥

Izzah♥ 18 yrs old lady

2009-06-26T14:08:00.006+08:00

cuteee~~

♥HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY♥

Legal dah ehh, finally, you're free to do anything! HAHAHA XD

liat porn tah kau tu Izzahh hahaha JK

Wish all those good-fabulous wishes to you, Izzahhaee♥

Hopefully, On 12th ani, I have permission to go to your fabulous partayyy

Can't wait!!

LOVE youhhhh ♥♥

Take care dear

Wish you all the best for your future =)

GoodLuck in everything

I Miss youhhh, My biology-fabulous-good friend

Happy Birthday

2009-06-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TEACHER KAREN YONG

Happy birthday to my Dearest maths teacher

we miss you

see you next month!

God may bless you!

Good luck in everything =)

아 비 가 ; fqah ♥

Day 5 . .

♥ ♥

boyfriend ♥

Dear Boyfriend ♥

from Kurapak. .

RESCO 09/10

my mister . . boyfriend :)

times :D

picture of the day :)

. . . .honestly

13th :)

few days before 13th

Dear Boyfriend :)

Birthday Celebration :)

Happy Birthday Brother

9th December . .

when I become random person . .

Resolution. .

family outing photos :))

6th December, Family outing :)

happy happy. . *winks*

December 12 , jobless fqah

16th of november

6th of november

Day out with my big sister :D

yesterday , 6th of January

WE, the sister way too good to be

Forever 13

Happy Birthday Adrian Lee !

. . . . . . . . . . .

Hello 2010 !

On the 13th of september and today, the 17th

=)

Die Die Die

It’s worthy to wait

I hope =)

the posts!

the two days!

My 1st year permanent room

Happy Birthday clahhh-minho =)

The memories =)

On the 13th July 09

*sigh*

cinderella ♥

Izzah♥ 18 yrs old lady

Happy Birthday

happy happy. . winks

sigh