The last day for my brother, Mohd. Auzi
HAHA last day nya, of course as what am I expecting, I was crying that day, that will be impossible If I’m not, I am very closed with him and yes, Every minute and seconds and everywhere, I always remember of him *yoh mcm boyfriend plang haha* since there are too many memories esp. shopping complex, where he always need my opinion to buy for his special one hehe *kirai2 arh kaka*
And yes, I admit that I am the first person who cried and the second, my dearest sensitive brother and the last my sister *sibling saja ah*
It was started when I saw him all alone in this certain place where you need to check your luggage, he was trying to carry his really big luggage and I was like really want to help him, at the same time, I felt quiet angry since the securities who were in charge at that time,relaxing like there is nothing to do, cuba tah tolong, OH PLEASE!! ghahysfdyasgyatdwrf uadybgfv erhf *sasak sudah ni* kes masih lagi mental ni..HAHAHAHA panat..
kami datang sana around 4 for check in and waiting at the airport until 7.15, his flight around 8 but he had to go inside around 45 or 30 minute earlier.
My mum bought foods from the food stall at the gadong, tamu dkat mall ah.since she need to provide food for breaking for those who came at that day =)
sorry ah, kami nda bli makanan arh airport, HHAHAHA, kes jimat ni hehe.
since tmpat makan tu ' outside food are prohibited' so the hilirious part is the time kami breaking tu, ramai ramai kami sungkai, tmpat tnggu, not the outside but the inside of the airport, bersila kami ramai, even my cousin yg bli makanan yg dalam airport pnya pun bwa makanan k bwah so we all can eat together for the last time. HAHHAHA even it was like arkward, p It was quiet fun at least before he leave, we do something that everyone never ever want to try it. It was like kami smua duduk bersila in the circle, include my cousins and my brother’s friend, his Gf, and at the middle of the circle, makanan haha, mmg macam kami ni mngadakan makan2 doa selamat =)
It was about 7.15 and yes it was the time he supposed to go inside, time atu lah, kamu smua menangis haha XD
I was like menangis and he saw me crying OMG
even he saw me like that for many times but jngan la ya meliat aku mnangis that day but I still manage to make some joke =D since his Gf was next to me, and at that time he stare at me, i was like “hey bro!” pointing at his Gf for no reason with smiley-after-crying face
DEAR MOHD. AUZI
we here will always be missing you, without you on this year Hari raya is like, there is nothing that we can celebrate this year hari raya like before, even I have to admit that I have to study for my exam.
My dearest brother, we love you ♥
selamat hari raya, maaf zahir & batin, jaga diri bisai2 and wish you all the best and a very good luck to you
saranghaee ♥ oppa
Next 2 year, Insyallah, kami datang sana,visit abang auzi =)
FOR TODAY, 17th OF SEPTEMBER
A very weird thing happen, I went home today and reached home around 6+ haha *sungkai tarus wa*
my brother,my sister and I was quiet hyper today, and I don’t even know the reason, I think the reason was the chocolate yang kami makan *chocolate c noraiyah bagi kali tu*
three of us, like mcm org gila, at that time my mom was at the living room,vacuuming *voommm*, while we were at my room, gila gila.
Malam jumaat wa, kami teriak teriak, we were singing few songs that all we know the lyrics la and dance sampai ke lantai *mcm mop lantai wa abg ku ah*,'nda menjadi ' break dance =D, and I can’t even stop laughing and singing loudly. I was singing ‘love story’ and ‘you found me’ hancur wa suara kami,nda lagi kami ingau ani wa, then lompat2. and yes, I do feel so relief haha since I really do need to be crazy sometime for my stress.
And we all stop acting like that after my mom shouting at us madly,like marah la ya, ‘malam jumaat wa ni’ and my dad was smiling at that time ,watching his children gila gila mcm kanak kanak dlu.=D It was like the sweet memories were come back haha
and now I feel…… random* HAHHAHAHA
aku ngantuk ngantuk ngantuk OMG
I can’t able to withstand the sleepy-ness haha XD
It’s like every morning, sleepy sleepy sleepy saja.It has been two days, and I do not know why.I do sleep around 12 this few days, since I have to study before go to sleep =)
well, today, I was learning about the pulse rate, nursing skill lesson
It was quiet funny today’s lesson ahaha, sekati2 saja aku ckap paha, eventhough my teacher was pointhing at his paha plang, p I was suppose to talk in english, mana kira haha XD *kes nda mau kalah*
I was clueless at that time yatah, paha in english pun aku nda lagi ingat haha
and then during the practical haha, since kami like in rest, so our pulse rate will be like 60 to 80 beats and if after exercise, It will be higher than that, yatah tim buat practical for exercise punya, I do the duduk diri duduk diri thingy with my other 3 friends,It remains me of my childhood memory,If I did any mistakes in the class even not remember the timetable,I will be punished by do that thing in front my classmate *aku lupa apa namanya* I was asked by the teacher to do it atleast 50 times haha but we did it like around 20 haha. mana kan buat smbil ketawa haha panat! ! baik dah teacher sruh buat 20, aku g ckap,nda cukup haha
I was watching superJunior explore human body and yes, I cied alot when I watched episode 7.
AND today for the first time, aku sungkai with my new friend, NI * I don't know her real name*, she’s from thailand,It was quiet hard to speak with her, she’s muslim and able to speak malay, abit. just abit, even sometime malay nya ada thailand sikit. =) yatah I smiled at her all the time since I don’t even have any idea what topic should I share with her, klu ku bercerita krg, nda jua ya pham. even aku gtau,kawanku ,fatihah, ‘keracunan makanan’ and yes she did reply me ‘ahhhh’ * in the understand tone* and she’s smiled *aduhh wrong expression* haha . P bnarnya she can't even understand what am I saying to her haha
she just understand by the word 'fatihah" haha
she’s beautiful, really.
and yeahh, esuk aku balik rumah haha *superexcited* and now aku ngantuk hehe XD
I do realize the risk of eating foods from the canteen, since bnyak dah my friend,keracunan OMG! ! but I still want to buy canteen foods haha.It's not' want' actually, I have to klu nda mati ku krg, kelaparan =)
kamu semua, I miss kamu =(
Aku boring dsini
OMG! I miss ms. Tor =) *terdie die wa aku hari ni*
Today, I mean my class this morning was like OMG, kan mati rasa aku tu wa,eishhhh =( even it was start at 9 and I was not fully awake, I’m soo tired since I couldn’t even have enough sleep last night. even my friend told me yg aku ni emo.OMG! so NOT! and yes, last night I was pretty upset after I saw hareef’s status about KB and SERIA..something2 related with stressful whatever, pokoknya ucap KB stressful district to be lived la. PANAT! HAHAHA , aku marah berabis and finally aku buat comment arh sana, NONSENSE! It’s all about gossiping! W T haudsftweyfhidjudtfg…
we were studying a really big topic and complicated today and we have to finish up the topic in one day.The class was about 2 hours, and the slides of presentation are 72.*new record ni*
I can even want to remember those few hours that I spent in that class, freeze! every single slides, I was like OMG, when will this class will finish and the topic.* lapas 1 slide ada lagi slide*
It suppose to be in few weeks to finish up the topic, since kami arh UBD, so everything will be like not impossible,the changes!! brainshock haha. It was all about human body and non of it stick on my mind, OMG. baik tah aku start study =(
About 1 minute before 11, finally yes at last, my class ended and yes I do not relief at all, since all in my mind at that moment was like thinking about the topic, and how can I able to face my exam in november,that I think I’m soo going to be dead, nda tah aku dapat merit ni, cna tah ku kan dapat jadi best student ni
=( *sighhhh*
like ms.Tor said, ‘die la you’
Currently, I admit that I’m addicted to ‘I hope’ –Ft Island, kiss me thru the phone *c pkah tu* and Amigo dance *again c pkah tu starter ny*
first before I write about my life at home, let’s just know about my life at UBD* yoh mcm mari kanak2*, arah hostel, nda bnyak yg interested ceritanya, p AKU ADA KATIL BARU,*sampai wong pun aku gitau ni wa,wall-wall lagi tu* *superexcited*
and yes katil ku lawa and It’s new ! I haven’t got chance to feel like ‘OMG katil ku’*with dramatic expression and…*,which means I haven’t sleep on it, just not yet and yes tonight for sure =D *superexcited*
For sure, all my hostel friends will envy, sbb katil ku lawa. and my mom pun like eh macam keranda *kes jealous tu* HAHAA and she finally admit that It’s beautiful muahaha *bngga ni*
Of course It’s beautiful since it’s new and has drawer *superexcited ni wa..
katil ku lawa haha,*enough with the katil* and yes katil ku cantik *apalagi*,lawa *majal* and lawa *If aku dah puji cani, grenti lawa tu*
I do have problems with my friends and as well as my family and for sure,my study. But Insyaallah, just relax and everything will be fine
for those yang backstabber or the starter of the hate-ness/fight between me and my friends*not in good condition not fight, don't get me wrong due to this*, baik tah kamu insaf, before your worst behaviour tu revealed and everyone finally knows who you are and yes, finally your handworking to have friends and envy of whatsoever you jealous of is going to be like a waste. and you know that It’s worthless to do such things, don’t ever ever try to do something that you don’t even know what will you received in return.You know that the truth will be revealed at last so what is the point for you to do that.
later, *superexcited* not because, I will finally go back to hostel and the katil,actually I will spend my evening/sungkai out with my friends * those yng nda makan sama aku, nanti lagi tani plan, makan sama2, sungkai* maybe next year la tani sungkai sama, since this week, brgkali ada balik , nda sampat kan makan sama2, since this sunday, my brother, the second one, his flight on that day and yes, I do spend time with him and my family, sungkai at the airport *grenti ku nangis ni* the one yang always with me, he always need me when shopping times, need my suggestion on something esp. on jeans,t-shirt, present for his gf and friends. It will be like something missing when he’s not around.In other word, aku sayang ya, of course ! *menangis tah ku tu d airport tu eh* and forgot to mention, he’s the one who taught how to make tie, he taught me during my mom was shopping at giant and looking for everything for him. and he taught me, so that I know what to do when I have husband and I do the tie for him * romantic eh*
hehe since ya ke scotland for the twining program, claim hadiah ku for this year and next year, ‘me to you’ nanti tah klu ya dah dsana, me to you saja ku tu haha biar ya sngal. last year dah me to you, this year n next year lagi haha.
oh yeah, I’m home, anak mama balik haha *mngakun*
I do realised that I’m quite stress out since arh UBD, I get to use to the silent environment then balik rumah, OMG, bukan lagi silent wa, labih dari silent ah haha and I can’t even concentrate my study, p belajar buka lagu haha XD but, I miss org KB-ian
KB-IAN *hugs*
all the best to my friends, good luck in everything, ganbatte *refer to wong* or fighting
SMSA-ian, I miss all of you friends, I really do =)
I miss kamu pnya jokes n everything. *cries*
and everyone ‘selamat berpuasa’ and 'selamat hari raya' maaf zahir dan batin
For the mistakes that I do in purpose or accidently, I'm truly sorry and I'm sorry for everything include something that you may not know, pokoknya nda baik, Im sorry. *raya nda batah lagi,baju raya ku nda lawa* haha
p/s : to those who greet me during my birthday,thank you, I really apreciate and I love you. to those yng skit lagi kan lupa, n greet lambat, aku tau kamu tu,bnyak alasan haha X), love you
AND esp, to those who greet me on the midnight, a big ‘thank you’ and hugs too*extra credit ni*
And pkah, Aku blum decide ni,makanan apa bisai, just prepare, I might want everything on the list hahahaha XD, pkah saranghaee..
btw, ‘afee’ tu ada urg lain pkai nama atu n aku trkajut wa, bini2 jua la pkai haha.*bini2 ka laki2* lupa ku pkah, nanti tah aku spy kan hahaha
with love,
afiqah ahadani
never regret :) 
